Reflection.. what a useless word to someone other than myself. In high school, I had to write multiple reflections for classes ranging from speech to theology. But, here in college, "reflection" has become the personal word it should be. I'm not graded on my reflections anymore, it's more of a hobby, like painting. So, I've come to ask myself is reflection, something that needs to be done on my own time, necessary?
The answer, though, is simply not yes or no. I feel as though I can't just go into reflecting mode. I am an engineering student, I do study almost all the time. So, when do I take the time I need for myself? Can I only do that over Thanksgiving, Christmas, and spring break? Will I explode if I don't do it more than that? How can I manage my time so that my whole body doesn't go into a physical meltdown from overwork?
The key to this blog, and the answer to my questions, I believe is as simple as managing my time wisely. I need time to study, but I need a break too. No one should be expected to keep his or her head in a book for weeks at a time without a pause. Like now I took a break from studying for physics to.. yes.. reflect.
After my rant on reflecting, I've come to terms with the word. I can't even not reflect while I'm ranting about reflecting. Fail.
After a whole semester, I think I've learned the most important thing to do is manage my time wisely. I definitely didn't get it down pat this semester, but next year is a whole new slate for me and I'm ready to prioritize my time and use it wisely. BRING IT ON 2010!!
I think from my rambling on in this blog, I learned two things about myself:
1. No matter how hard I try, I cannot get away from that (sometimes) evil word, reflect. I used it... 13 times in this one blog.
2. Next, I've learned that although they might not always be answered, ask questions. And the grand total number of questions in my blog is...8.
the end.